So I was notified that no one knows what the hell is going on with me.

so i'm sitting here downloading music while i should be sleeping in because i don't have to go to school till later but i got a lot of music to download.

so i don't wanna tell you whats going on. i feel my diary's going public.

so people are jerks, i listen to teigan telling me about the kiss and her laughing at me because i haven't frenched a guy, and then domonik laughs at me because i'm still a virgin.

so fuck all of you. i'm only 14 i got a life to live.

so i think i'll stop writing in here, i need to keep my things to myself, that's how i feel.

so i want someone to love me. and someone likes me.

alex i'll have to send you another email.