allirose's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in the end it doesn't even matter I don't want to go out with this Andrew guy. I want to go out with nathan, i don't know andrew, but i know nathan inside and out and he knows me. i still think there's something there but i guess i'm being blinded by something else. whatever it is it's breaking my heart. i've gotten into the old 8th grade habit. i started cutting myself again but this time it's not because eveyrone else is doing it, it's because i like to see myself hurting on the outside as much as i hurt on the inside. i'me tired of fighting and working so hard for nothing and wanting to end every day with a big bang that never happens. i'm so tired of being sad. 8:28 p.m. - 2003-09-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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