allirose's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a kinda redish-brown haired part french kid so yea, there's this feeling with getting fucked over where you start to think a few of the follwong things~~ 1. it's all my fault, i've brought this upon myself 2. i'm being played so bad i can feel it in the pit of my tummy 3. once again, what have i done? 4. it's not me its the other person and then there's the normal feeling of 'oh god i've just lost something that acutally meant something to me, actually made me have a better day when the whole world had come crashing down.' why do i always get myself in situations when the whole world relys on the role that one person plays in my life. when that person could freaking make me cry and laugh in the same minute. and then i get this feeling in my <3 like oh jesus, it's not even there anymore. but i know my hearts there because it hurts so bad. 5:42 p.m. - 2003-10-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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