well. i'm going home tomorrow, thank the lord, it's been a crazy 12 days and i'm ready to see renee. i don't miss people but damn i missed her so much this time. we're gonna have a party saturday....we'll order pizza, do makeovers, listen to our fave songs (holla back youngin, baby got back.) yeah fun times.

my whole family hates me. they think i'm a worthless piece of shit. in case i couldn't have band enough self esteem i have to put up with my mom telling me how fat she is and counting calories all the time. and she doesn't let anyone have opinions. i mean god forbid i'm in a bad mood, i get 20 questions. bleh on bitchy moms.

that's not even half as bad as the movie thing, jesus we won't discuss that again. although now, thanks to my 24 hours of tears, i get to date:)

taking pills is fun for me. i go through this whole body motion. renee you'll have to see it saturday it's pretty interesting.

i talked to nate tonight. he's gotta way of making me feel special even though i consider him one of those people that hate me so much they wanna kill me.

i had to help with the jayd devin crisis last night and now the asshole is iming me when i sign on like he hasn't ignored me for five years. oh yeah devin, we're best friends now...asshole.