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motivation proclamation

Motivate Me

I wanna get myself out of this bed

Captivate Me

I want good thoughts inside of my head

If I fall down

Would you come around

Pick me right off the ground

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Lately I've felt like a robot that people have been programming to fit their needs and when they are done with me they just toss me aside.

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This lady Lin who's friends with my step dad hung around our house all weekend. She's like the long lost grandmother I never had she's just awesome. Like today me and my mom walk in the door and my stepdad was on the phone, she looks at us and whispers, "Phone sex."

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Today I went to the beach with my grandparents and my little 10-year-old cousin. On the way home she leaned on me and put her head on my shoulder, it was great, like someone actually needed me. Then when we got home we pretended we were gardners and played Pirates of the Carribean, I got to be Jack Sparrow...lucky me. I miss the old days when MASH seriously told me who I would marry and how many kids I would have.

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I'm taking my permit test tomorrow and have tons of homework that I forgot about, but I need sleep. These blacks circles under my eyes aren't looking to sexy.

7:00 p.m. - 2003-12-29

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