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nothing anymore

God I'm scared.

I've never felt so afraid in my life.

Just something about everything, what am I.

I take it I don't matter anymore. Is that the truth?

Because I don't want it to be.

Because I wouldn't know why.

Is that why I'm afraid?

Did I do something wrong?

Because I'm sorry and I take it back if I did. I need to talk to you. Because I haven't got a hug from you in a while. And I'm afraid it's me, there's something wrong. I did it. I did the evil deed that no one knows about but you. And god you need to tell me so we can be best friends again.

But then again, maybe it's not me, it's someone else, and I'm just paranoid.

9:43 a.m. - 2003-08-09

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