i just realized how stupid i am. for trusting the wrong people. i always do. i think oh yeah, it's this way with that person, i can trust them wth everything anf they don't have a true heart like i do, they can't stick in relationships with me, you know, it's more important to me that my friends know how much i care about them then the stupid boys i tend to fall for, but i'm not talking about them, i'm talking about them thinking more about who they pick, shit you guys don't you understand you deserve the world

"all you wanna do is crush my thoughts and act like i'm not thinking them, but no matter what you do, i can't stop thinking, so maybe if you held me closer and listened to more of the shit that comes out of my mouth, then you'll get it god dammit, and you'll wanna think like me"