I hope I die. Because I don't like being wrapped up in something so much that I can't live without it. It's a drug but god it's so much worse than that because it hurts my heart more than any other part in my body.

And I never wanna go to Disneyland again unless I have a guy friend with me. Because the couples are so lovely in their own beautiful world.

French couples are more romantic than anything I've ever seen. I wish I were French.

I wish I was anyone but me.

I wish I could concert hop with Teigan and do Ozfest (I don't give a fuck if I spelled that right or wrong so if I spelled it wrong don't tell me), Lalapolooza and Warped Tour.

I wish I could go to Lakeside and run away to Jayd's hosue for weeks on end and we could live the perfect world that we've made.

I wish I could go live at Renee's hosue forever because then I could dissappear from everyone because when I go there, it doesn't matter who I am or what I'm wearing because I can feel the love.

I wish I was anywhere but here.

I wish I could ddrop out of school and screw all the people that get jobs. Yet I hope I never graduate because then I'll die of the real world.

I wish I was gone.