allirose's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sleeping with strangers Well hello hello. Good morning. I hate people. I mean I try to make someone feel better and someone else makes them feel worse. And I wanna be a good friend and make people feel better but I've come across the realization that that's impossible. They have to do it by themselves. But still it's fucking depressing. Everything is. The fact that I'm having some guy who barely knows me calling me babe, baby, and hun. And I'm trying to be a good friend to Nathan while trying to get him to go out wth me but seriously, am I kidding myself? I'm not good enough for him. And I mean it. He's just like so much better than me that I don't know why I even try. And I know what's gonna happen. Everyone's gonna act like nothing's wrong with me today because they are all so depressed in their own ways. Every day it's getting harder and harder to wake up in the morning. I guess I can't do anything for anyone anymore. Maybe I should just turn into abother Jenny and have sex with whichever guy she hooks me up with. Hey I bet I'd be feeling the love then. 6:22 a.m. - 2003-08-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||
|
||||||